Even prominent editors and authors can't predict the future. Sol Stein is a high-up editor/novelist who's written a couple books on writing. The book I'm reading was published fourteen years ago, and I found this jewel of a quote in a chapter on titles:
"Another American author, winner of the Nobel Prize, had a novel that for a while he called Twilight. Not exactly a grabber that invites you to open to the first page. The author is William Faulkner. Does Twilight conjure up the energy of The Sound and The Fury?"
No sir, it does not. It conjures up screaming crowds of teenage girls who swoon over a marble-chested undead being who reads minds and sparkles in the sun. Twilight (the SM version) may fade, and The Sound and The Fury may endure the ages, but to enhance popularity, I suggest Robert Pattison.
And after you have hired him, fire his hairdresser.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Just goes to show
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wi-fi is lovely
Especially when it comes from a consistent signal in one's own home, and not in faulty waves from...erm...the neighbors. The only downside is that the parentals go to bed earlier than me, so it gets shut off too early. Alas. Oh well, I shall have it during the day! Which means I might actually blog every few days - hurrah!
I wish I had a lovely short story to share with you, but all I can think of are a couple more emo poems in the vault of Google Docs. So either I will proceed to ramble, or freewrite a short. Or both, perhaps. My grandmother was buying the books a few days ago, so I got four. Four juicy, thick books. Yum. A quick rundown:
North of Beautiful by Justina Chen Headley: BUY IT. I don't care if you've never heard of it (though I suspect many of you have). It is one of the best books ever. Simply amazing.
Unwind - Neal Shusterman. Kind of scary, conceptually. Thought-provoking. Adventureous. The third-person present took me a bit to get used to, but I did, and enjoyed it. Excellent. Highly recommended.
The Summoning - Kelley Armstrong. Not my usual type of book. Involves teenagers with various supernatural powers. I liked the narrator. Fairly tough, but not a stereotypical tough girl at all. She has her moments. In paper back :D
Savvy - Ingrid Law. Pick the thing up and read it. The lovely Miss Erin has a great review of it. It's another one I will order you to buy. Yes. Buy. Gorgeous cover. Even better story.
Must. Freewrite. Something. First lines? Yeah.
1. He didn't like her smile.
2. My face is changing.
3. Don't get me wrong, I love my brother, but when he lays into the whole 'Luke-I-am-your-father' routine in the middle of the 59 diner, I usually disown him.
4. I sighed, shut off my car, and rolled down the window as the cop strode up, lights on his car still flashing. "Hey Dad."
5. If I had a real superpower, like flight or ability to manipulate metal, I might have avoided the whole bad-guy-chase scenario. But no. I ended up in a van with a sack thrown uselessly over my head because I could see in the dark.
Randomness concluded. Hasta luego!
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
'ello
Hey, y'all!
Well, I'm done with finals, but not quite home free. My fam's moving right now, so I'm going to be in and out of internet access for a couple weeks. However, I will, over the summer, be able to keep this blog more updated!
So, for right now, I know what my quest is for the summer: to figure out who I am, and who God wants me to be. I realize that's a lifetime goal, but I want to really focus on that over the next three months. That, reading, writing, running, and playing Frisbee.
Also, if y'all would be praying for a friend of mine whose brother is having some pretty major health problems, I'd really appreciate it. I don't know a ton about the exact problems, but it's not a great situation.
Later!
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
Don't Trust The Squirrels
I flipped the page of my Shakespeare anthology. One tiny, translucent page. Only eight-hundred ninety-two more. Oh. I rubbed my forehead and looked up for a moment. The breeze played with the grass and bent the snapdragons my way. I felt glued to the park bench, chained by the book in my lap. How cruel.
A squirrel scampered down the oak tree to my right, tail waving like a furry duster as it darted across the grass. It stopped a few feet from me, sitting upright on its little paws.
Aww, how cute. I smiled, grateful for the little break. The squirrel tilted its head, black eyes looking into mine. Like it was trying to say something. I tilted mine too. For an instant, I thought I heard someone whispering. Do it... I shook my head. Hearing things now. Great.
Do it. Listen to me.
I frowned. I could have sworn the squirrel was speaking the words to my mind.
Yes. Look at my eyes.
I did. So warm and brown and glowing. They understood me. Understood my overwrought brain, ready to crack if I had to bog through one more passage thick with 'thees' and 'thous'. Understood the throbbing in my left ankle from praactice. Understood how badly I wanted to hit Brian upside the head with my Shakespeare book. Gosh. I dwelt on the last one in silent communion with the squirrel. He was so obnoxious. Couldn't we both see how the world would be so much nicer without him?
There. He's right there. Go.
I could see it how. The corner of my Oxford anthology connecting with his head.
GO.
I picked up my book and stood, the world falling silent around me. All I saw was Brian, standing by the fountain.
He tilted his head back and laughed, iPhone pressed to his ear. "Yeah, I'll definitely be there, if they haven't closed up the gym yet." He half-turned and did a double-take as I swung the book. "Anna, what the heck are you-"
I swung.
He stood there for a moment. Silent. Eyes wide. The iPhone fell, hitting the ledge of the fountain and dropping in with a soft hiss. And then his eyes rolled back in his head as he crumpled.
Men in black burst from the bushes, running toward Brian, checking his pulse, his forehead. One of them turned to me. "What have you done? Didn't you know he's the Canadian ambassador's son?"
The fuzz in my brain dissolved, and a nasty electric pulse shot through my skin. I dropped to my knees, mouth forming a perfect Cheerio. "Oh no." I gasped. The squirrel.
I looked to the fountain, at a gargoyle with water spewing from its puckered mouth. The squirrel posed on the demon's horns, flicking its tail in serpentine patterns. It winked at me before leaping impossibly far across the fountain, landing, rolling, and dashing off.
One Year Later
I huddle in the basement, blanket curled around me as my sister plays with the television aerial. Static flickers across the screen in a buzz. A reporter flashes on. He clutches the microphone, glancing with furrowed brow toward the sky. "The latest news I've gotten is that the army is advancing from the south. We have no idea in what numbers, as communications are continually cut off. All I do know is that Canadian and U.S. forces finally signed a treaty last night, making a mutual pact to fight the now universal threat." He holds a hand to his earpiece, visibly blanching. "Oh no. I've just received word my station will soon be under attack. I-"
Something explodes, and splinters fly everywhere. The reporter gasps, eyes wide, clutching a hand to his chest, where an acorn-shaped bullet protrudes. He topples. Excited squeaks and chattering fill the room. A squirrel with a red-tipped tail jumps into the view of the camera. He looks straight at me and winks before the camera blinks out.
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Orphan
I am a child of the King
so says my head
crowned with glory and grace
but my heart, the stronger, tells me I am still
the orphan girl
in rags, huddling helplessly in
the dark.
Why
do I sit invisible
waiting
watching
hoping for something to happen
when I know from every other time
I have sat
watched
hoped
it won't?
Why am I invisible?
What fault of mine is it
that in crowds I am totally
silently
alone?
I know I am clumsy
sometimes in speech
and not the best talker
but am I that boring, that
tiny
and pathetic?
They don't mean to exclude me.
It just happens
and over time, I both wittingly
and unwittingly
mastered the art
of being
invisible.
Silent
observing
separate
and not present while present.
I am still the orphan girl
injured
struggling
tiny and pathetic
seeking shelter in the dark
where it is safe
and painful
and lonely
where tears dry
in rigid tracks on my skin.
How
in this state
in any state
can I possibly hope for them
to know me for who I am?
That, in the end, is all I want
to be -
me.
God's child
a princess full of mercy and love and hope.
Not the silent
retreating orphan in rags.
They do not know how much
I love them
All of them or how much that love hurts
because it stabs
deep
when I cannot express it.
Tonight
I am an orphan
Who dreams of being the princess
she knows she should be.
Tonight
they are only that
and nothing more.
Dreams.
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Vivo
No, the stress of college has not done me in. I am still alive! Alive, and sorely lacking in time. So many, many apologies to all the blog posts I've missed, and a poem!
Silent
The words dance and tangle in my mind
fighting in an eloquent way
to escape. But I cannot say them
say anything
without sounding so
young
and clumsy
and hopeless
and silly
so I let them all keep talking
and stand a half-step back
silent.
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Friday, February 13, 2009
I know it will be alright, but I need you to tell me anyway
And some other random thoughts/very short writings:
Excuse the grammar on this first one, those of you who are better at Spanish than me:
Es un día obscuro; llueve. Las nubes están bajas, y los cielos lloran. Es como yo; mi espíritu está bajo. Pero no es como yo, porque yo quiero llorar, pero no puedo. Los cielos están afortunados.
Translation:
It is a dark day; it rains. The clouds are low, and the skies weep. It is like me; my spirit is low. But it is not like me, because I want to cry, but I cannot. The skies are lucky.
I don't like people taking pictures of me. If it's an official photo, as in a 'gather-around-and-smile' thing, I don't really care. But informal, unannounced candid shots? I hate them. I am the one who's supposed to be on the edges, watching the world through a camera lense.
I haven't eaten a real meal today. And I probably won't until around 4. Argh. But I am out of food. I'll probably hit Target and Whole Foods, because I need food/materials from both.
I'm running on six hours of sleep. It's not enough.
I'm trying to find a balance of simplicity in my writings - spare and clean, yet not lacking the necessary details.
I'm clearly about to fall asleep. Oy. Hasta luego.
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